I Probably Hate You Right Now

I'm sick:

• of people who are in/have been in shitty relationships trying to give me advice.
• of being a side show, a convenience, a solution to a distance problem, a solution to sexual needs, a shoulder to cry on.... 
• just thinking about how pathetic I've been the last few months. 
• of feeling like I'm not worth it. In my bones, just FEELING it.
• of hearing the words "I really like you"

and generally speaking:


I'm sick of being a boyfriend, but not having a girlfriend.