- of people who are in/have been in shitty relationships trying to give me advice.
- of being a side show, a convenience, a solution to a distance problem, a solution to sexual needs, a shoulder to cry on....
- just thinking about how pathetic I've been the last few months.
- of feeling like I'm not worth it. In my bones, just FEELING it.
- of hearing the words "I really like you"
and generally speaking:
I'm sick of being a boyfriend, but not having a girlfriend.
